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[ti:if you only knew]
[ar:Alexander Stewart]
[al:if you only knew]
[by:黑猫舅舅]
[00:00.00]作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Rollo/Adam Yaron
[00:14.18]I've been tryin' so hard to survive / 我一直在努力生存
[00:18.12]Sometimes I think that I wanna die / 有时我觉得我想死
[00:21.71]I feel so ****ing guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life / 我感到很内疚,因为上帝,我很幸运能活着。
[00:29.07]So I keep all the pain to myself / 所以我把所有的痛苦留给自己。
[00:32.86]Losin' faith but nobody can tell / 失去信心,但没人知道
[00:36.72]Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me / 妈妈,我不想让你担心,因为那只会伤害我
[00:40.63]So I pretend I'm fine / 所以我假装我很好
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[00:43.72]If you only knew / 如果你知道
[00:45.96]What my mind is tellin' me I should do / 我的大脑告诉我我应该做什么
[00:49.60]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight / 今晚我喝醉了,独自一人在房间里
[00:53.62]I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh / 我太伤心了,哭不出来,这是真的,哦
[00:58.69]If you only knew / 如果你知道
[01:01.07]All the shit my brain is puttin' me through / 我的大脑让我经历了所有的事情
[01:04.58]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight / 今晚你会直接跑到我的房间来
[01:08.59]I'm sorry but I need you / 对不起,但我需要你
[01:13.73]If you only knew / 如果你知道
[01:15.72]
[01:16.42]I wish I was somebody else / 我希望我是别人
[01:19.66]I'm constantly overwhelmed / 我总是不知所措
[01:23.64]Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends / 现在我又和几个朋友喝醉了
[01:27.35]It's a silent cry for help / 这是无声的呼救声。
[01:30.05]
[01:30.90]I wanna get better, I want you to know / 我想好起来,我想让你知道
[01:34.40]That I can't do this on my own / 我一个人做不到
[01:37.19]
[01:38.02]If you only knew / 如果你知道
[01:40.51]What my mind is tellin' me I should do / 我的大脑告诉我我应该做什么
[01:44.06]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight / 今晚我喝醉了,独自一人在房间里
[01:47.97]I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh / 我太伤心了,哭不出来,这是真的,哦
[01:53.01]If you only knew / 如果你知道
[01:55.66]All the shit my brain is puttin' me through / 我的大脑让我经历了所有的事情
[01:58.98]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight / 你今晚会直接跑到我的房间来
[02:02.92]I'm sorry but I need you / 对不起,但我需要你
[02:07.20]
[02:07.98]Take me out of this hell / 带我离开这个地狱
[02:10.82]Oh, somebody help / 哦,谁来帮忙
[02:15.35]Take me out of this hell / 带我离开这个地狱
[02:18.52]Oh, I'm not myself / 哦,我不是我自己
[02:20.88]
[02:23.14]I wanna tell you / 我想告诉你
[02:25.22]What my mind is tellin' me I should do / 我的大脑告诉我我应该做什么
[02:29.08]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight / 今晚我喝醉了,独自一人在房间里
[02:32.90]I'm too sad to cry but I want to / 我太伤心了,哭不出来,但我想哭
[02:37.13]Oh, if you only knew / 哦,如果你知道